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God is less free than anyone.
What choice do I have? What I want... doesn't matter now.

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Elaine Belloc -- Elaine Demiurgos - God

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"If I carry on like this, I'll be always bending the rules for the people I love. And I'll never get the big picture. So I'm going to kind of-- let go of myself and sink into everything. Be part of the world. Be part of everything that happens. Run it from the inside, instead of from up on top." Elaine as new Presence/Creator/God saying good-bye to her friends, Evensong.

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♦ Name: Elaine Belloc (Elaine means "Torch" or "Shining Light").
♦ Fandom: Lucifer aka Vertigo/DC multiuniverse.
♦ PB: Alison Lohman.
♦ Age: 12 years old when she died, exchanging her life to Death of the Endless for Lucifer's. But later on, she is revived by him and looks older, in her mid teens. She has spent countless years in his Creation and hers, besides this. Appears 16-20 years old and can age at will.
♦ Gender: Female.
♦ Species: GOD-Creator. Previously addressed as "the only angel who can breed" or "Michael with a womb." Angels in her canon, unless rules are broken, are sterile.
♦ Hair: Black.
♦ Eyes: Brown/dark in her corporeal form, blue in her spiritual one.
♦ Family: (up to the last issue). God/Yahweh/the Presence (grandparent, missing), Michael Demiurgos (father/uh...mother??, deceased), Jude Easterman (original egg-donator, unknown), Lucifer Morningstar (uncle), Cal (half-brother, deceased), Sandalphon (midwife-"uncle"), Mr. Easterman (stepfather, deceased), Matt Belloc (foster father, deceased, body possessed by Cestis), Barbara Belloc (foster mother).
♦ Sexual Orientation: Whatever goes, but dying at 12 years old, the series does not explore this aspect very much. She has some sort of platonic-consort vow to her best friend Mona Doyle ("not even death will do us part" thing) and she had one brief boyfriend-lover at the end of the series, Martin (which last the total of a few hours. I kid you not, they liked each other, but Elaine was... uh God?). I don't think any relationship she can get would be too serious, she being God can't do commitment, but she could be interested to get a taste of normal life.
♦ Rank/job: God-DCPresence (Founder, Arbiter, Preserver). Formerly Catholic schoolgirl and the Guardian of everything except hedgehogs in Lucifer's Creation (Sister of Mercy), Demiurge.
♦ Power & Abilities: Your imagination is the limit (omnipotence, omnipresence, omniscience, eternal, invulnerability, etc), but in exchange she's less free than ANYONE. In the beginning (when she was an unaware mortal girl), these limited to very unusual intelligence, ability to communicate and see the spirits and the realm of the death (including Death of the Endless), read minds, empathy and mild precognition. Later this evolves into spirit walking, shifting mildly the reality (like in the Dreaming), fly with angelic wings, and some degree of invulnerability. When she becomes a Sister of Mercy (which is a patron goddess equivalent but unlike them, Elaine isn't worshiped or relies on worship), Elaine's power is even explored further, she can take corporeal form, shift all world around (even affected by her feelings), enjoy an almost absolute degree of omnipresence and omniscience in Lucifer's Creation (except in those who escape her sight like Lilith or the hedgehogs that are Mona's charges), grant and take immortality, tame creatures, etc. This culminates in getting the demiurgic powers from her father, passing her the torch of his brightright and embrace death himself. Elaine, as the new Demiurge, is the personification of infinite Power DC cosmology (as the Light-Bringer is infinite Will), this means she was given having "an autonomous creative force or decisive power" and thus can create everything from nothing, she can bring forth Big Bangs, the start anew of Universes (or their ends). Or be unstopable when moved into anger. Unlike Michael, though, Elaine can shape the matter. It takes her longer than Lucifer (because she doesn't have the Will), but she's also able to create a living world and imprint her Name in the Cosmos. Despite this omnipotence, her omniscience needs practice. She missed out an entire race of creatures in her own Creation, and doesn't have Cosmic Awareness yet for her ties with her human persona. She's exceptionally bright and well-read, but doesn't have combat abilities. She can fight, but Elaine isn't a skilled warrior like say, Mazikeen. Just like Michael, I assume Elaine can get hurt (which needs to take a LOT of power), and if gravely wounded, the only way for her to heal is to die and let her Demiurge powers do the rest and revive her as good as new. The problem being... that leads to a demiurgic explosion, a Big Bang that destroys the Universe she would be in.
♦ Alignment: She sides with EVERYTHING, but still holds a bias to help/favor her loved ones. ~~Tries to do "nothing" but she's a nosy Good guy to the core.~~ In a way, Elaine's the opposite to Lucifer and serves as his foil. She put Creation over her to the point of, when she turned into the Presence, chose to give up her freedom of self and merge with it to rule from within (the ultimate sacrifice, she lives as an eternal prisoner of her job). She's Everything. While Lucifer chose himself over others and departed alone from Creation, getting the freedom he'd always wanted; he became Nothingness. It's more complex than "good" or "evil" labels. Their actions are led by their contrasting natures. Even if these events are yet to unfold, it gives an insight to Elaine's inclinations and self-sacrifice.

Minor clarification Elaine KNOWS everything, but her mun doesn't, so she'll keep it mysterious to avoid godmodding/infomodding (lol), plus she won't interfered unless is a favor to friends and it's discussed first OOCly. So don't worry if she's asking stuff or offering help, she won't fix/mess/intervene unless is asked ICly and OOCly. It's natural for her to be just there watching and asking out stuff. It would odd and ooc for her to not be nosy, even if she chooses to not act on it.

Detailed information. Just one correction, Elaine knew Lucifer was her uncle long before the end, but she only called him as such is at the end of the series.

♦ Characterization/Inactivity/Issues Crit Post: Link.

"Trust your instincts, Elaine Belloc. If mercy's your aim, be relentless in your mercy. Be absolute. Be yourself, until you bleed." Lucifer's last advice to his niece.

Disclaimer: Elaine Belloc belongs to Mike Carey. I'm neither Alison or Elaine. This is for pretendyfun times.

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